drugs and alcohol…. hmmm…
to be honest, i was against both before i them. im not sure how i feel about pot, im exposed to it alot but i rarely smoke. however, i like to drink with friends but i am not the type to do it on my own. these two things can be abused far too much, however. ive seen close friends and relatives make mistakes with drugs and alcohol that can affect their whole life. i even made a mistake over the summer the snowballed from being in trouble for lying about where i was to being drunk where i was. this got me in huge trouble with my mom, so i couldnt see anyone i cared about for almost a month. i also got suspended from the volleyball team, and inevitably quit becasue i couldnt catch back up.
overall though, in the right situations alcohol and marijuana (not ANYTHING more hardcore than that) can add to a fun situation and make it more fun, but if you dont do it, it’s your choice. i think no differently of anyone either way.
in ten years, i would love to have a successful job in the arts, and i hope to not be broke, and i would love to be on the road to having a family. i want your basic things. i want to be married and as in love as i am now and happier than i am now. i still want to be artistic, and i still want to be able to ride horses.
i hope that wherever i am, i will be happy.
yes, i am in a relationship… he is amazing. he can make me laugh when i’m crying and can make me laugh even harder when i’m happy. he needs to have more faith in himself, because he just happens to be the shit. ;D
he’s more musically talented than i’ll ever be, and one day he will make a fantastic teacher.
i love you tom :)
yesterday did not have a good start. i spent all day at school with our miserable, pointless “Holiday Advisory”. they let people wander the halls, play just dance,sing karaoke, etc. sounds like a good time right? no. not if you’re a senior with most of your friends in college. to make matters worse, they closed the art wing when all i wanted and NEEDED to do was paint and get shit done for college. i had Dr. Mohr, our principle, arguing with me. she said, and i quote, “We did this for the students so all of you can have fun. go do a set activity.” SHE WOULDN’T LET ME WORK ON MY ACADEMIC STUDIES IN RETURN FOR LISTENING TO PEOPLE SING ALONG TO TAYLOR SWIFT IN THE LIBRARY.
Fuck that shit.
so, i spent the whole 2 hours on the computers in the library researching stem cells for CP bio…
way to go PHS!
All i wanna do is my fucking art -_-
anywhoo, i went directly over toms after school in preparation for the Attack Attack! concert. we left immediately for Matt’s house, thinking we were in a rush, but we then waited an hour for justin to show up.. haha.
on our way into the city, i thought my stomach was going to kill me because i wasnt feeding it…
that’s where i discovered the hannaford in nashua has AN AMAZING hot food section. 8 kinds of chicken wings and fries for 4.99 a POUND! i got too much food for only 6 dollars… and me and tom split it and it was plenty. new favorite cheap food place?
the ride in to boston was… interesting. nothing like when me, matt, justin and tom get together… only fun tends to ensue.
it was so damn cold though. walking from one location to the next i thought i was going to freeze my face off (my cheeks are still wind-chapped from the -3 degree windchill) especially because i was only in leggings and boots along with my coat and such… i was comfortable in the venue so it was worth it, but let’s just say it it almost wasn’t.. tom was shorts too. we might just have been the silliest people in boston that night :)
Attack Attack! was amazing, so was of mice and men and emmure was ok. pierce the veil? holllyyyyyyyyyy craaaaaaaaaaaapppp goooo dieee….
the guy in the “boo” shirt sounded like a dying animal, and i couldnt stop laughing at the guy to his left with the scene rendition of a Ryan Cabrera haircut.
see what i fucking mean!!?? hahaha
anyways, there was lots of craziness, i almost got punched in the face and stuff.. such a fantastic evening :)
not gonna lie, today was not a good time. spent 80% of it feeling awful about a mistake i made and worrying untill i though i was going to explode.. at least work was slow and the power kept going out. it made it slightly more interesting.
the concert tomorrow should be fun though, fingers crossed for a better day. :/